- A first journey into the Dream Worlds -
Part I
About a year and half ago I was travelling in Kazakhstan during my vacations, I was a bit tired as the trip took a long time but happy to have finally arrived in the late evening to destination.
My girlfriend was waiting for me at the train station and after finishing a more or less quick conversation about my 3 days journey in the train we headed off the road to her home.
Meanwhile I was a bit tired so I was being quiet and looking at the city of Astana through the car's window, it was during the winter season and it was about -22 degrees Fahrenheit but even if it was frozen the spectacle of this city in the night under a thick volume of snow was a wonderful nostalgic show.
When suddenly I felt as traversed by a myriad of external pictures of unknown mechanisms, objects looking like helmets, and unknown peaceful feelings coming to my entire being. It was very surprising but as I was exhausted I just decided to relax and let those strange images and feelings coming to me.
The series of flashes of pictures were so different and multiple that I didn’t have the time to analyse them in details, most of the time they were passing through my mind before I could recognize anything that would help me get an idea of what it could have been, then the images suddenly stopped after 10 to 15 seconds, what seemed to be like a good 3 hours where my mind was.
After it stopped I was trying to remember as much as I could gather from this previous event, but the most important thing to me was the profound peaceful and awakening feeling that passed me trough.
I was really shocked during and after this moment, it was an amazing feeling and experience that I just was submitted to.
I thought to myself that after so many different experiences I’ve discovered I never had by far one such as this.
So I stayed quiet in the back of the car thinking about all of this as it was a totally unexpected and amazing external knowledge that had been visiting me... But what I really didn't expect was that as soon as we arrived home another similar feeling crossed me again followed by several other pictures.
I would describe this feeling as an impact of awakeness crashing into my entire being and what followed up instants later was an enjoyment as I felt like I was rediscovering myself through each level of understandings that were in me.
The way my eyes saw their environment gave me much more details and knowledge about what I normally could understand from items and people that were observed by them. The possibilities and utilities of my environment coming from my thoughts were obtained and understood much faster, negative emotions and feelings like fear and hesitation were entirely separated from me, I felt only peace and happiness within me so it gave much more control over the choices I was about to make in front of any situation regarding other people.
I also felt that I could easily read the emotions and attempts of the people being next to me while they were confronted to different situations. It tended to deliver me a more comprehensive vision on the situations that were happening in the present time as well as a bigger list of choices that I could use while I was being confronted by these situations and so by having more choices I could lead to a better choice that would suit the closest valors that I wanted to emit.
It was during that day that I really comprehended that the emotion of fear was as a major illness to the inter-communication between human beings. I eventually already knew that fear was a handicap related to so many expressions but by the understanding of living a few moments totally out of it gave me a perfect understanding of how much this negative feeling can have an influence on me and certainly on all of us in general.
Anyway, in a general explanation I just felt more human than ever while I was in this state of consciousness.
After we've had dinner I went to bed and slept but I was totally unprepared to imagine that something else would come again that night...
As soon as I was entirely sleeping I started to dream, the dream began with a decor, a scenario and if I remember well few people. But something new came up to my mind as a new message would pop-up in my mail box, I was fully aware of how the dream scenario would end and what I might understand from it in my everyday life.
It was for me as important as finding the holy Grail because it was as knowing the entire movie story and how it ends when the movie would just start.
And so I started to realize that it would be a waste of time to just keep on continuing this dream and do step by step what I already knew would eventually happen...
I understood by that previous fact that I was sleeping, instantly I felt as the projection of myself in the dream became totally free from its decors and story-line and so the most amazing started to happen at that precise moment.
As soon as I felt the projection of myself was free from following this dream's rules I felt as I was controlling a character in a video game. I could go right, go left, stop, add a flower on the wall of a house and so on... I quickly understood that I could change the entire decors of that dream which was personally pretty cool to do but very quickly I got bored as I've thought I did enough creativity so I wanted to try something even better: "flying"!
I'm smiling while I'm writing this experience as it was one of the most freely and happy moment of my life.
Anyway, so I just took my own projection character in the dream and made him fly. (Note: From the day I had my first dream I always saw myself in a third person view).
As I was starting to fly I immediately wanted to go as high as possible and so I went, with an insane rapidity, in an almost perfect vertical way to the sky.
As soon as I was crossing the atmosphere I immediately stopped to move any further as I was astonished by the view that was surrounding me.
It was something I could never have expected, in front of me were placed numberless globes or bubbles-like of different colors that were rendered in so much details that I wouldn't have been able to imagine them even if I wanted to because that would require way too much time, imagination and memory for a mind to create that much details.
Now if you wish to understand this in a perhaps more complete way just observe the place where you currently are, and focus your attention on the different shadows that are reflected by each of the items that are related to them, keep going with the unique colors, surfaces and shapes of each materials to every single items.
Now that you've seen how much information and details are in place for each item, could you recreate a mental representation of that same place you just observed with every corresponding details showing in your mental picture at the same time? I'd guess not.
Nevertheless a new world was shown before my eyes with an infinite series of unique appearances.
- A small definition of a dream -
A dream gives us an access to comprehensions way more richer than what we're able to assimilate here on Earth, without it we wouldn't be able to create nor imagine. It is a fecund world, a wisdom giver if we do accept its journey. It's a relation between what we represent down here and what we are in the infinity. It has to be accepted as codified knowledge into the symbolic of creation to be able to entirely understand its potential. It's the secrets keeper of our highest self in its largest comprehension.
It's the open door of the infinite for the incarnated one. So it testifies the infinity into time. It's the physical image of our soul.
No-Mad
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