- Bleeding in Dreams -
Did you ever have a dream where a person you love suddenly got terribly sick, became handicapped or die?
And the more you stay in that dream the more it goes terribly wrong as a nightmare until you will move to another dream or wake up as you wouldn't be able to take it anymore...
Well here I'll be talking about what in my opinion is happening in this kind of dreams between us as human beings, the negative emotions that we are in during those dreams and the external forces and intelligence that are in play.
So as soon as I started this dream, I saw a random house affront of me with someone who strangely looked like my father.
But something seemed to be different about his attitude as he wasn't really moving nor speaking.
From my childhood I often had dreams similar to that one and I've noticed that it's always the same story, a close one will appear affront of me and will simply wait me to start being worry about them so the nightmare can begin...
But in that last dream I decided to do something different. I thought I'll just observe what will happen if I don't start to be emotional and reactive affront of this ghoul-like father.
I understood he wasn't my father so what else was interacting through this entity? I thought it could be myself as I usually control consciously or not this kind of dreams by mind-thinking like most people do when they dream.
And so it was interesting to see what could happen if I decided not to interact with the scene that was being occurring before my eyes.
The individual waited me to do something but as he understood that I wouldn't move he started to look for my eyes to get my attention.
I looked at him with what I thought would be a very neutral look but I instantly got magnetized by what he showed me in his look, as he was giving me the information that he had cancer and that I should feel concerned by feeling for him. which I started to do and at the same time I felt pain on my physical neck, like an uncomfortable pressure was squeezing something in it.
I immediately stopped looking at his eyes and think of what just happened. Why did I felt so sad and started to emit to him a very private feeling that is pure love energy when I know that this man isn't my father but just a tool and that my father is in perfect health and has no cancer?
I started to understand what was going on, I was subject to someone or something that was looking for life energy to absorb, I didn't have other explanation as I know that this man wasn't my own creation nor my true father.
While I was dreaming this scene I remembered that I have been seeing lots of similar dreams in my past.
Remembering them and feeling again the negative emotions that were surrounding my being each time I was confronted to them made me this time strong to decide not to be the victim but to be done with it by affronting the fear I felt in those dreams in some sort of dual against that external force.
Remembering them and feeling again the negative emotions that were surrounding my being each time I was confronted to them made me this time strong to decide not to be the victim but to be done with it by affronting the fear I felt in those dreams in some sort of dual against that external force.
So I choose to block all emotional ports that could made me weak and weaker as the individual would absorb more of my essences and once I was sure that I was ready to face him again I for a second time looked at his eyes with the powerful will to repel him out of my sight.
And so what seemed to be like a dual I shouldn't loose began. I was prepared for his first strike as I thought he would use the same look in his eyes to approach me, and I was right, he just did so but this time I wouldn't flee, I even was surprised that I could have been so devastated the first time as I sensed this present strike was easily avoided.
The force in my father's appearance kept on trying to get my attention but it didn't work, and the more he was trying the more I felt stronger to defend myself and so the more I found this entity weak.
Finally the dream stopped as this thing couldn't find a way to get to me and as I became strong enough to be in control of myself.
Conclusion:
From that dream I never had again that sort of unpleasant meeting. I think that the most important thing to remember about this event is that it's important to know that we are in control of ourselves in any dimensions, here and there.
Understanding that we dream in different realities that aren't only made of our mind so we can be more able to assimilate the differences and so protect ourselves when it's necessary.
Knowing where we are.
Is it a dream we made or is it an external reality?
Always reminding ourselves that we have the power to move to other dreams or wake up whenever the experience is too intense.
Control yourself so you can control yourself.
No-Mad
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